Sometimes, I still need you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0HThCnCjikQ
http://andreapun.deviantart.com/art/at-that-moment-154950916

Been looking at photographs. Been going through like 20+ a day, trying to get through all the new ones the people I'm watching on DA continue uploading. It's insane. Yesterday I got it down to 250 and now it's 352. OTL.

So I started a folder on my computer for those photos that really inspire me and capture my interest. This way I don't have to save them & once the number finally goes to 0, I can relax knowing it's at 0, and then when more get added in I can shift through them, the ones I adore staying on top and the rest slipping through like sand.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvwWS1CntN0
http://onlyinmydreamss.deviantart.com/art/by-the-beachside-155454350

Besides that, I'm finally getting unlazy again. I CAN DO IT! My grades last semester, 2 D's, brought down my GPA so bad I couldn't apply for some scholarships this year that I was waiting for since Freshman year (had to be a sophomore) so I'm pretty upset. But music and photos and talking to people really help. I can't do that again this semester, so it's time to restart.

I'll start paying attention in class and computer will be last. I was like that Freshman year and my gpa was 3.4, that's really good. Above the 3.2 I needed and now it's in the 2.9's and I'm like HOMFG, PANIC. Ha ha. I haven't had a 2. anything since Math that seventh grade year. OTL. I'm really dissapointed in myself, to have let me fallen this low, and to have gotten comfy in that hole. I need to crawl out, cover it up, and never look back. I need to keep moving forward. That'st he only way I feel I'll really enjoy living in the world... If I'm a part of it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThmUt7fXX6U

I'd been meaning to learn dances too anyways and to learn some songs, just for fun, you know? & take more pictures. So now I can really challenge myself with that. I need to keep working out too. I lost weight and then I took a break for 2 weeks eating fat stuff and gained it back. OH POOOO~ So it's time to take charge. Ha ha.

FIGHTING! [korean thing] GANBARE DESU YO! [Japanese thing] Do your best![my mom.]

& so I leave you with this: http://super-anne.deviantart.com/art/Optimistic-139517753